5.42AM

Night times are pretty therapeutic. Especially nights when everyone else is asleep but you... It's kind of nice staying up just to do work on an empty stomach... It's kind of nice just looking at everyone sleep. It's kind of nice trying to wake everyone else up to no avail. I kind of like the solitude and the sounds of sleep. I kind of like listening to my keyboard chatter. I kind of like tonight. It's been a good day for me.

There's been a lot on my mind lately. My life's been pretty hectic too. So it's like both my mind and my life is working very quickly. And although, I am generally a pretty fast person... This is scaring me. I am tired of being fast. And my mind and life is working too quickly. It's almost like a clockwork. I almost never sleep. And when I do... It is just pretty repetitive.

Everything is.

I wake up, I go to school, I do a million hours of project, I go home, I do some more project, I go for tuition, I come home, I do a bit more project... I sleep.

But during this time... So much happens, so much is being discussed. It feels like there's almost no time at all for me to take a break and just rest my mind.

It's just so exhausting.

Toodles.