Do you

Ever get scared of what lies in your future?

Ever feel brave enough to feel like your future is in your reign?

Ever feel like there's nothing in your life worth looking forward to?

Ever feel like there's so much in your life now that you don't know what else to expect?

Ever wish that maybe life could be easier?

Ever wish that life needs to be harder on you?

Ever think that maybe suicide is an easier way out?

Ever think that people who commits suicide are weaklings?

Ever laugh aloud at someone's miseries?

Ever cried for someone else when they are sad?

What if that person is you, do you still laugh...? Or will you cry? What is there to cry for? Why would you want to cry over yourself? It's ironic isn't it? Life. You laugh, you cry, you think too much, you want to die. And somehow in the midst of everything, we never do think about putting ourselves in anyone else's shoes. You pretend you understand what I am going through or what someone else is going through, truth is... You never do. And you comfort me only because you're afraid that if you don't... One day, karma will catch up on you and you'll be as sad as I am.

Toodles.