I cannot be sad.

Just a post to remind myself of the things that I have to be thankful for. Everyone should make a list like that and look back at it when you're sad so it'll make you smile again.

So anyway, moving on:

1. Because I have a boyfriend who loves me a lot and has given me just about everything that he can ever give me. Where do you even begin to find someone who'd buy you a zoo ticket just because you nonchalantly mentioned that you wanted to go to the zoo?

2. Because I have a best friend who messaged my boyfriend 'cuz she was worried about me since I wasn't replying her messages. Where do you even begin looking for someone who's able to complete your sentences/thoughts about 80% of the time? (That and the fact that you get to share your wardrobes with one another. Hehe.)

3. Because I have another best friend who messaged me right before he went for army just because he saw my emotional facebook posts.

(ahem, regarding this picture... I wasn't intoxicated. I guess I was just a little hyper? We were in the train. hahahahahaha. I am pretty sure we invited MANY stares.)

4. Because I have another best friend who called me right before she left for Japan to ask me if I wanted any souvenirs.

5. Because I have a mother who's my best friend and my best enemy.

6. Because I have a brother who's ... someone I love dearly.

7. Because I am lucky enough to meet people like Beth who has been a huge source of support in my life even though we've never met in our entire life.

8. Because I have a roof over my head and food to eat.

9. Because I live in a country with no natural disasters whatsoever.

10. Because I have a father who loves me dearly. I miss him so much. Is it even possible to miss someone so much? I miss seeing him around so much it hurts a little. I wish he'd come back to Singapore soon because it's so tiring to come home not seeing him.

11. Because I have amazing friends who have never failed to comfort me every time I am down. With friends like these, who needs misery?

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Thank you to everyone who's been kind to me so far in my 19 years of living in this world. I appreciate everything that everyone has done for me. I really do. (even if I don't say it.)

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Another thing... I have been missing from the social world for a few days now only because I've been living in my own happy bubble. I haven't been replying messages or answering calls or replying my twitter replies. I haven't been keeping in contact with anyone except the boyfriend and my family. So do not be worried or offended if you haven't been receiving a reply.

I needed some time alone. I needed that space.

Toodles.