The Judgement.

I really want to finish an entry without doubting myself. I really want to do something without worrying about being judged. By anyone at all. It's quite sad. Really, it is. I cannot dress without worrying that people will wag their fingers at me. I cannot sing without worrying that someone will cover their ears. I cannot write without worrying that someone will judge me for this.

Yet, we're always judging one another. In this world, there's no such thing as a totally impartial person. You always do judge. In the case of a theft, who would you pick as a main suspect? Someone who looks poorer than the old beggar sitting down the street or someone who looks more expensive than that Chanel bag sitting on your dressing table?

Don't tell me you'd pick the expensive Chanel person. I honestly... Won't believe you. Because it wouldn't even come close to the truth. The only reason why you'd say that is because you want to be politically correct JUST SO you don't get judged.

I'd wear my favorite dress down the street everyday if I could... And I could. If I weren't afraid of getting judged.

I'd sing a song to my boyfriend everyday if I could... And I could. If I weren't afraid he'd see me as a tone-deaf loser.

I'd write a book one day if I could... And I could. If I weren't afraid of people seeing it as a complete flop.

You see... We could do anything if only we were slightly stronger and more resilient to any judgements at all.

But honestly... I've yet to see anyone quite like that. And I doubt I'd ever see someone quite like this.

Toodles.