Happy Day!

I don't remember feeling this happy in a really long time. It's this feeling of realization and acceptance. I read a twit reply that I missed the other day. It was from someone I didn't know. It wrote: "The source of your relationship challenges is not what you think. It’s what you are!"

And I think it is probably the most inspiring piece of message I've ever read. You know... I've never thought the problem lied with myself. It was always with others. I always blame the rest for my misfortunes. I blamed the boyfriend for a lot of things... But I never care to blame myself. I never care to look at myself and realize that everything that is wrong stems from here. It is because of who I am that's resulted in many things that's been happening today.

And coming to that realization has never made me happier. I think it's more of finally locating the problem. When you find the stem, you get to cut its roots. Does that make sense??

Nevermind la. I think it does.

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On another note, I was as happy as a fat boy locating peanut butter today. Okay. Bad synonym. But you get my happiness right???

Hehehe.

From.....

Meeting the boyfriend.

to...

Having lunch at Soup Spoon.

to...

Walking around aimlessly.

to...

Sitting down at the arcade watching random people play random games.

to...

ALICE IN WONDERLAND.

OMG.

FINAL-FUCKINGLY. I was so excited watching alice in wonderland do you know??? It used to be my favorite childhood movie and I am so happy I got to watch it again! I love Chesire Cat!!

SO CUTE RIGHT! I love both versions of the Chesire Cat because they both look so adorable and cute and mysterious altogether. I think cuteness and mystery goes pretty well together. Find me a cute and mysterious boyfriend and I'll probably die for him. :3

Hehehehhe.

(I got my own version of cute and mysterious bf already though. ♥♥)

Anyway, the movie was really good. It brought back all my lovely childhood memories watching Alice in Wonderland. And I honestly thought that the movie was clever and really well executed. It brought back that child in me and I could feel myself giggling and just feeling really happy watching the show.

I am so thankful that the boyfriend was willing to accompany me because I know he prefers action so much more. Thank you okay baby. I love you deeps deeps. ( I la-hu you. ;) )

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Hehehe. This post has been so happy. And I am really glad to be happy. Honestly, I am. (:

Toodles.