Depression

I could blog all night if I wanted to... I have a million thoughts scampering through my mind tonight. There's so much private things I'd never be able to say here though. So much things that I haven't even told the boyfriend.

It's scary. It's tiring. It's exhausting to be carrying a burden as heavy as this every single fucking day of my life. And it's even more exhausting to listen to idiots whine about how terrible their parents are being to them by not giving them enough allowance. Go earn your own keep loser. Or learn how to save.

I really really want to sleep and never ever wake up. I am slowly falling into a deep state of depression.

Toodles.