Thoughts

It's 3am. I haven't been blogging as much as I would like to lately. I have ideas, I have thoughts, I have things I'd like to pen. But whenever I get to this page, they always seem to just fade away. What seemed like such a vivid idea just a few seconds ago becomes more and more faint until I feel like I have no more strength to write on anymore. I, sometimes, feel sad for the posts that end up in my drafts. There are just too many of them!

But anyway, I've been ... Busy. Well, sort of. I've been trying to sort out my life. It's been so hectic lately. There's just so much going on. So much planning to do. And my heart's a mess too. Each day it feels a whole new emotion that I feel like it's never felt before... I don't think there's any word in the world in any language that will be able to capture that kind of feeling I feel sometimes.

It's weird, I know I'm weird. Everyone says I am weird. But I believe everyone is weird in their own quirky ways. What seems weird to you might not be weird to someone else and vice versa.

I have some more things I'd like to say....

But I'm afraid my brains are kind of fried at the moment.

I'll say them in a few days I hope.

Till then,

Toodles!