Monday, August 16, 2010

The Liar Game

I'd continue posting about my trip but I'll do that a few days later or something... I need more photos from the boyfriend anyway.

Today, I talk about lies, about trust, about dishonesty, about deceiving and about being human. You know as much as I'd like to believe that no one is truly bad to the bone, I guess there are people like that. People who are bad to the bone. People who lies, who backstabs, who kills, who murders all for godforsaken reasons. I don't know if I've met people who're bad to the bone. I'd like to believe they are. But they are all people whom I've used to respect, to love and to trust. So I don't know if I want to believe them as people who are bad to the bone...

I've been watching dramas all day... All week in fact. And all these dramas make me realize how horrible this society has become. It made me think back on what I had to go through... But I don't want to go through the entire self pity shit again. For the record, I don't pity myself. I thank god it happened, because now I realize what being human is like. But anyway, I digress.

My point is... It seems to have become a norm. A norm to lie. A norm to deceive. A norm to hurt in order to get what you want. It seems to become accepted that you can be selfish for your own desires. And I guess that's what being human is like. You lie, you deceive, you're selfish, you hurt people for what you want.

Isn't that kinda sad?

I wonder... If there's someone truly pure enough in this world that believes in mankind, human and the world. I wonder if there's such a person who never lies... I wonder if it's possible to not have any selfish desires. I wonder if life for such a person could ever be a happy ending..

Toodles.

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