Scared of Happiness.

Do you ever get afraid of happiness?

I do.

I get paranoid because I feel like the same theory for depression should work for happiness as well. Like you know?

When you are sad, and when things go wrong, they can only go so wrong because once you reach the bottom, you will have no choice but to go back up. So life can never be too bad. If it's still bad, you probably haven't reached the lowest point in your life yet.

So, if the same theory applies...

When you are happy, and when things go right... They won't be able to go any righter after awhile right? Like after awhile, when your life reaches its peak, it won't be able to grow any higher right? So what happens then?

You go down?

Like down all the way?

If this is the case...

Then what difference is life from a never-ending vicious cycle...?

I am currently at the bottom of my life trying frantically to climb up. But I am pretty afraid of climbing up because who's to say I won't be thrown all the way down again?

Toodles.