Sometimes... As I lie on this bed, my life flashes by me. It's funny how we've grown up now.
It's funny how it doesn't seem like we've already grown up. I mean... I really don't feel like I've grown older or more matured over the years. More hurt, yes. More cynical, probably. More selfish, definitely.
If there's one thing that I've learned the hardest possible way during the past few years... It has got to be "Guide to being selfish".
I've learned that if you're going to be so selfless all the time, always putting people's needs before your own... They won't be thankful. They will want more. They will hurt you. And they will take advantage of you.
Perhaps I've just met the worst people in the world... But it's true... You can't be too selfless. You need to be selfish sometimes. You need to ignore the needs of others and focus on your needs sometimes. To please yourself. You need to please yourself sometimes...
End of Reflection.
Toodles.
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