It has finally dawned in me that the boyfriend is leaving tonight. I don't know how I feel now. Probably a little lonely, a little sad and a little apprehensive but also slightly numbed. It's not the first time he's leaving me, but probably one of the first times he's leaving me when we're still on extremely good terms. Whenever he's left me in the past, our relationship was always in a bad shape. This time, though, we've been amazing together.
I am lonely because he's been my only source of entertainment (well, almost) the past few months. I am sad because I won't get to see him for awhile. I am apprehensive because I am scared of what we'll be like when he comes back. I am numbed because it's not the first time he's leaving. It's quite a funny feeling really.
Pact to self: do not cry.
Toodles.
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