Marriage

Prior to today, I've been spending the bulk of my time reading through wedding blogs that featured creative wedding ceremonies. Ah, my womanly instincts must be acting up again. It's kind of sad to note that although I do want to get married (for the adrenaline rush and the memories), I do think marriage is kind of pointless.

I mean... Doesn't life go on as usual even after you get married? The only significant difference I see is probably the fact that now a couple will have to reside together under the same roof backed up with a sheet of paper called the wedding certificate. Will the arguments grow any lesser? Probably not. You're going to only have more chances to quarrel since you're now going to face each other almost 24/7 daily with the exception of work.

Maybe I am still young, maybe I am getting jaded from the amount of failed marriages and relationships that's been happening around me, maybe it's just the unwillingness to get tied down with a vow and a sheet of paper... But I do feel like marriage probably isn't for someone like me.

Someone like me who doesn't know how to cook, how to do housework, who's never did her own laundry before, who leaves her room to breed dirt, who refuses to be neat, who's so extremely needy... I probably am not very suited to marry now, am I? I cannot think of anyone who'd want a wife like me. In fact, I am quite certain that if I get married, I'd most certainly be one of those people who gets a divorce a few years later. Which isn't the point of marriage. If I want to get married, I don't want to get divorced. So pointless.

Okay, ranting aside. I'm looking forward to re-reading this entry a few years later when I finally do get married or if I do stay single after 30 to see how the future me will react to this entry. Will I be appalled at how stupid I am right now? Will I feel like this is so true and so typical of Vilvian? Will I be annoyed at how jaded I seem to be at the young age of 18? Will I be...?

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That aside, here are some pictures of my dream wedding ceremony if I really do get married:

I like how beautiful these pictures seem to make these weddings look. And I do dream of having a wedding ceremony at either of my favorite places one day : the beach and the theme park.

I do hope it happens. All pictures credit to http://greenweddingshoes.blogspot.com. It's an amazing read. Do go check it out when you are free.

Toodles.