you're the only one who has enough of me to break my heart

Life's depressing. I feel kind of depressed that I've ran out of books to read and it's been raining too much these days for me to read outside beside the pool, albeit without books. The sky's rumbling with thunders and lit up with flashes of lightning. I feel absolutely depressed. It's the kind of depression I don't know how to explain, the kind of thing that makes me want to cry quite a bit. It's funny how life turns bleak and depressing without my dearest girls and one and only boyfriend.Bleak and depressing, like this.

I must not feel like this anymore. Keep my emotions in check at least.

Toodles.