faallll ahead of yourself

I fee so hyper, but with no one to share my obvious happiness that happened out of the blue. I want to skip across the empty road in front of Pinevale and get laughed at by my closest friends again. I want to jump into the pool with my best friends again and be reassured that no one will laugh at my lumps of fats this time around. I want to know that I could be as stupid as I wanted to be and no one would ever laugh at me all over again. I want to be able to hug my boyfriend and know that I haven't grossed my bestfriends out one bit. I miss so many people, and the past 3 days before yesterday happened was simply wonderful.

But I can't do anything alone. Skipping across an empty road would just seem stupid without my closest friends, what if someone kidnapped me because I looked too cute? :D Jumping into the pool would be stupid because without my other two babes, jumping in would just lose its appeal because I would only be concentrating on my lumps of fats made more obvious by the bikini I just bought. Acting stupid would be dumb because no one would be my audience, and no one would appreciate my stupidity as much as my babes would. & I can't hug my boyfriend because he's all the way in bloody Siglap digging ice cream and remembering ice cream recipes. ):

Life sucks when all your closest friends are too far away from you to even bother and irritate. See, now my happiness' worn itself away. I'm sad all over again and I don't like this. I hate this in fact. I'm so upset that there's no one here for me to lie on and bitch to. Talking on MSN is just different. I need to play pool, but even that requires someone to actually accompany me.

Gee, I sound like this stupid, clingy and irritating little whiny girl. I wish I could stab myself really. Okay, maybe after tomorrow. I'll be out with the boyfriend. [: yay, finally some social life after so long. 2 days is all it takes to kill Vilvian, alright. ):

A very failed attempt at taking a picture with my dearest boyfriend months ago.
And stop looking at me like that. It's only right to take some stupid pictures and post them up onto my blog.. Besides, it's not like I photoshopped that pimple away. So yeah. Quit starring already!

Toodles.