Falling in love.

I need to record this.

I went to Sony Style to wait for the boyfriend get off work earlier on. As I was walking to Sony Style, my heart was thumping and I couldn't quite pinpoint the reason as to why it was thumping. It was kind of scary because I could literally hear my heartbeat. And then I realized I was nervous. It's kind of ridiculous isn't it? Feeling nervous and jittery right before you meet your boyfriend?

Well, not so ridiculous for new loves. But for a relationship that's almost 5 years old? Very ridiculous.

I saw him from outside the store. I waved to him and signaled that I was going to wait for him outside the store. I didn't wait for him to signal back to me. I just walked away because all these time, my heart was thumping like a bitch. At that moment, it felt like my heart was literally about to jump out of my gullet.

I looked at my watch. Another 15 minutes till he gets off work. I decided to play with my Ipod. All this time, my heart was still thumping and believe it or not, my hands started shaking. I was VERY nervous. I had butterflies in my stomach. It felt as if I was going for an exam that I knew I couldn't pass.

Every time someone walked out of the store, I would look their direction and get disappointed because it wasn't him. I couldn't decide whether to stand facing the store or face my back against the store. I was trying my best to play cool, but failing immensely. I tried people watching, but for once, I couldn't concentrate on that.

And then, 15 minutes passed. He walked out of the store. I saw him and immediately walked towards him. All my nervousness faded into a smile.

The thing is I only last saw him yesterday. Is this normal? It doesn't feel like it is. But it is a magical feeling, like I am falling in love with him all over again.

Toodles.