Days before my 19th

Hi everybody.....................................................

It's now the 6th of May. 33 minutes later, it will be the 7th of May. I am typing this because THIS IS A CRISIS. I AM GROWING OLD TOO QUICKLY!!!111111 On the 10th of May, I would have turned 19. This is unacceptable. Where did my 18th go to? Where did the year that was supposedly my best go to??!!! WHERE HUH WHERE?

WHO ATE IT UP? WHO YOU TELL ME WHO!

WHO???!!!!

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I just cannot believe I am turning 19 this quickly. How can a year pass by so quickly? How can a year fly by me without me even realizing?

How?

But anyway, this has certainly been a very very challenging year.

I've had really terrible days and really nice days and days that was so bad I wanted to commit suicide. Anyway, I think suicide should be considered vulgar. We use the word "suicide" so easily... Like it's the easiest thing to and the easiest thing to get over.

I share a love-hate relationship with the 18th year of my life. I can't call it bad but neither is it anywhere near awesome.

My favorite parts were:

1) Knowing Beth

2) Getting to know bestfriend more

3) Widening up my social circle

4) More jobs

5) Becoming more daring

My least favorite parts were:

1) Getting cheated.

2) Becoming even more depressed

3) Become even nearer to bankruptcy.

But I am sure I'll get over this phase.

I will be off for a short getaway with the boyfriend over the weekends.

Toodles.