Random sad post

How come life never becomes easier? It feels increasingly difficult by the day and it's getting really really exhausting. As the day pass, I feel myself sinking deeper and deeper into myself and more and more unwilling to come out of my shell. I mean, why should I? Why should I be coming out of my shell when it's the only zone I feel protected in right now?

I get scared of myself though. I get scared because I am so far off in myself that I am afraid it'll be impossible to pluck myself out of this abyss again.

Toodles.